The Beautiful Letdown

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Waiting is Hard

November15

I’m still waiting on the results of my pulmonary function test. My appointment for that test was on November 5. When I asked the tech about how long I should expect to wait for the results, she said that I could probably expect them within a week. Well, it’s now been a week and two days, and I’m still waiting. In the meantime, my cough is getting better. I was able to sleep in my bed last night for the first time since October 23rd. It was nice to be back in my room. :-) As much as I don’t like feeling sick and coughing, I really don’t like sleeping in a bed that’s not mine for over 3 weeks.

I was hoping that this would be fairly easily resolved. I thought maybe I’d be lucky. I’d do the PFT test, and they would get a clear result. I’m actually still praying for that. I do think it’s more likely from what I’ve read and heard that the result will be inconclusive meaning that more tests are needed. I find that to be pretty frustrating. For one, I want to know what’s going on with my body and fix it. The other reason is that I haven’t given up hope for being able to run the half marathon in Fargo in May. It’s a pretty slim chance, and the door is closing on my chances the longer I have to wait. I still have that as my ultimate goal, though. If I end up not being able to do the half, I do know a few people who have decided to run the 5k, so that is my backup plan.

I told Jason today that life is kind of funny. When I was running, I was hoping that something would hurt or stop me from being able to run. Now that I’ve had to take a break, and it looks like this is going to be a harder goal to achieve than I originally though, I really want to do it!

I’m planning to call my doctor on Monday to see if she’s heard anything. I hate to be a bother, but I’m wondering if maybe some paperwork got misplaced somewhere or something. It just seems like 7 work days is a long time to wait for results of a fairly simple test. For all of you who pray, I would appreciate any prayers in this area.

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